My Name Is Not Emo

Are you happy today?




Sometimes we enjoy life so much that we really forgot about things that matters to us most... So are you really happy today?

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This is found somewhere off the coast of AFRICA, and this is the newest innovative development by Google, mapping land is a past, now Google is venturing into Ocean Mapping!!

Bernie Bamford, came upon this strange pattern of lines while browsing Google Maps. The location of the lines are so close to the fame legendary lost island Atlantis. The exact coordinates are 31 15'15.53N, 24 15'30.53W.


BUT according to Google's Official Blog, they firmly debunked it saying that it's mere remnants of data left by sonar boats while mapping the ocean floor. Now all that is left is to send something down to that part of the ocean and take some videos / pictures.

Statement from Google:
"It's true that many amazing discoveries have been made in Google Earth, including a pristine forest in Mozambique that is home to previously unknown species and the remains of an ancient Roman villa," a statement from Google read. "In this case, however, what users are seeing is an artifact of the data collection process. Bathymetric (or sea floor terrain) data is often collected from boats using sonar to take measurements of the sea floor. The lines reflect the path of the boat as it gathers the data."



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What an emo week i got here! but the emo-ness that i am talking here doesnt come from me, myself or i. Apparently a lot of my friends are emo-ing about studies, relationship, munny and the list goes on. Dear wenyan, see what i am talking about? I dont emo, but my friends are and you are one of it.

So what am i going to do now, is to write an Q and A section in this post. Do you know whats the ironic part, after i listened to most of 'your problems', i find that theres nothing much to emo about, seriously, cuz most of it are considered trivial though.

And ya, for those who has been reading newspaper for emo-probs columns such as Big Bro (was subsequently replaced by xXx, what a lame name T__T ) and Dear Thelma, seriously, go get some life. Those authors are holding themselves back when giving advises and they only tell you for the sake of telling you what to do. You would rarely seen them bombarding those who wrote in, so screw it! Btw, I am not gawd here to cover all of your problem scenarios here, so i will just pick a few of it. Dont worry, no names will be mentioned throughout the Q and A. And dont ask me those ppl's identity, ok? i am not gong to reveal it, so dont bother to try, ya? Cheers = )

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Problem A

X (gal - single ) went for an outing at some club house with friends. During the outing, Y (dude) saw X and walked all the way to her and had a short chat and even got her hp number. Well, she was surprised that someone would has the courage to do such. Y has been calling X almost everyday and talked for hours but they never meet up again ever since the first time they met at the club house. Perhaps some of you were thinking now at this point, wondering if Y is some la-la or si-hum chai? Nope, he is not. X described Y as a person who is really nice to talk to, a guy with a good career (engineer) and only slightly older than her.

I wouldnt say that he is the perfect guy out there though, but so far as being described to me, he is a reasonable person that most of the gals would look forward to. I did told X that this Y might be interested in her, as usual, X denied and claimed that both of them are just good friends. (btw, for those who dont know Mr Zhong well, the word 'platonic' doesnt exists in his life-dictionary.) Guess what? shortly after that, Y did expressed his feelings towards X. I might not be a prophet or some crystal ball reader, but my intuition is not that bad one, ok?!

Okay, Y is a great guy and nice to talk to, and kind of 'ngam key' with X. But the issue is that, this Y is not handsome. Okay, thats just a nice way to describe his outloook- the truth is, he is reaaaaaaaaaaaally that bad looking (kodok). X couldnt accept him because Y did not surpass X's outlook threshold. X now feeling guilty becuz she used to condemn those who actually 'yu mao chui yan' (canto) or judge a book by its cover. I know all of you got your own opinion about this whole matter, but this is what Mr Zhong gotto say to X:

Answer A
Dont feel guilty if you cant accept him simply becuz he is bad looking. To be honest, theres nothing wrong with that. As the matter of facts, sad but true, all ppl does that especially guys. That doesnt mean that guys are meanie or such, it is just that diff ppl have diff priorities that they look for in a person as their partner. But guys are created in a way which they tends to have 'outlook' as one of their top priority while gals have it lower. But if Y cant meet up your threshold, DONT ACCEPT HIM k? Never ever ever accept a person for the sake of accepting. Unless you can tolerate with what he lacked of for the rest of your life.

If u cant remember that, tattoo that on ur hand or something.

If u rejected him but he still keep calling you everyday. Let him be, keep emphasising the word 'friends' to him and let him know that you are not interested having a relationship with him other than just friends BUT dont you try to 'pancing' him so that you can keep his attention to you. If you try to do that, even Mr Zhong would despise you, k? After some time, he will eventually get the point and slowly back off a bit away from you. Trust me, it works.

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Problem B

Okay, this is even more complicated. WY (gal) and WJ (error-cant be determined) always been a pair of dodgy friends among all other friends (no names mentioned k? Dear readers, plz, do me a favour, dont try to make inferences, even if you do, keep it only to yourself, nothing malicious intended here) As usual, they claimed that they are platonic-type-of-friends.

I know this is hearsay, but nonetheless, i heard that they are seen like couple, they sound like couple, but as they said, nope, they are not couple. Only gawd knows what they are anyway. Okay to cut it short, among the bunch of friends, theres another guy, SW came into the picture ( sounds like a korean drama heh? XD ) and he tried pretty hard to court WY but WY has been giving him a cold shoulder. But on the other hand, WY did gave some mixed signals to SW (*cough* Cambodia,pool, flower *cough*) T___T
Well, of course the bunch of friends been teasing them yada yada yada. The question is that, she never been openly oppose to it or even admitted that SW got feelings on her. All she does is deny deny deny. >___> that is sooooo wy~

Answer B
Oh my, sounds like some winter sonata scenario though i never watch it before. Standard Korean dramas they said. Dear WY, i know you dont want to commit anything, but you cant have both ya? I know maybe you like the attention of both, but hanging on both would only lead you to a recipi of disaster k? Seriously, if you want to choose WJ, tell SW and vice versa. Well, in the game of lub (not typo btw), theres always someone bound to be hurt when comes to 3 parties scenario. All of you are adults, they will know how to handle it. SO MAKE YOUR DECISION A.S.A.P!

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Problem C

This is some standard problems that a normal typical student would have, study pressure. Z told me that she lost the burning desire in studies recently and seems moodless and moody and felt like giving up. My first reaction is like... 'Whaaaa?'. Studies + being bullied by younger (again, no typo here) sister, worsen the situation. Exam is just around the corner, she told me. And if she doesnt recover the 'fire' soon enough, she is screwed.

Answer C
As far as i am concerned, Z, listen to me. You always been a hardworking and consistent student throughout the whole course til now. About your 'losing desire' to study, it is just a temporary effect which i normally called the 'Burnt out' effect. Trust me, dont just caving yourself at home and study like a madcow, it doesnt work, seriously. Go out and have fun from time to time, do whatever you been enjoy doing and you will be fine. Doesnt mean that i ask you to stop studying all together okay?

If you are still worrying about your exam, LOOK AT ME, well, i do got some study stress though but you dont see me being depress or emo like you do ya? My point is being, that if Mr Zhong (that has been skipping classes and not been passing up his assignments with a million of it backlogging) has not press the panic button yet, you dont need to. Just keep it up and dont slack, not now. Mr Zhong might need your answer sheets and notes!




WAHHHHH, type so long only able to cover 3 probs today. Em... i guess i will save some of it next time ba. Okay guess its up for me to pick up the most heaviest book on earth now to read up a bit. If not, i will be gg'd.

Til we meet again next time, stay tune for more Mr Zhong's Emo Talk!
(Again, no grammar police are welcome here, shoooo~)


= Mr Zhong =

When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. Not what they are...

From Email...


One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office...



Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....

This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..

While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband....

"I really love u, but I really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry. I really do not want to be with you anymore. I do not want to lie to you as my feelings to you is no longer there... I know you tried really hard to sustain this relationship but it's my decision.... "

"Its okay, I understand... " said the husband. Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them, wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends....

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness.

The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady...."Take this, its your favorite...."

Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe there's still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer...

"This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, don't you know that I hate drumsticks? Do you know in fact i love chicken wings the most?"


Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favorite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drumsticks even though all he wants is the best for her...

That night, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn... After hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he can't carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "I love you".... He had so many words and stories to share with her...

He wanted to tell her how they will bring up their grand children, how they will live to see their grand children schooling and even wedding....

He wanted to tell her how they use to sing songs to each other whenever they are in need of each other courage and support...

He wanted to tell her how she always smile at his jokes and how the smile of hers make him even happier...

Most of all, he wanted to tell her that how deep and how much he could love her....

He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number.... ringing never stops... he never stop dialing....

He had so many things to share and to live with her despite their old age and yet those words never reached her......

On the other side, she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all these years, he still doesn't understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....

Phone' s ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him... "Whats the point of talking now that its over... I have ask for it and now I wanna keep it this way, if not I will lose face... Since it's my decision, let me be the one that will regret over it... "

She thought... Still ringing... She have decided to pull out the cord... And switches her mobile phone to silent mode... Little did she remember, he have heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away... She rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone... He had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....

As sad as she could be... She will have to clear his belongings... When she was looking through the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...

"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only RM500k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that I have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know I will always be around, by your side... I love you my dear"

Tears flowed like river......


"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. Not what they are..."

Life is interesting at times, and i kinda like my job. I love the adrenaline rushing through my veins every time i'm transacting large deals. One single wrong move or wrong timing will result in either huge loss or accidental huge profits. It's really exhaustive, mentally and physically but i love the rush of excitement and heart pumping action of my job

Personal stuffs aside, today i'm gonna open up a topic.................. Zzzzzzzzzz

ZoMg! SO far so good, the responses that we got after the blog being setuP'd for the past few days were quite overwhelming i guess. We even got some viewer all the way from the US. = ) cheers

Okay, i admit that i been slacken a bit for the past few days and my co-blogger, Mr 3blups posted a few posts and eventually drowned mine all the way to the bottom. Well, time for me to be more active in postings.


Oh ya, before i forget, there is this person (i am not going mention who) who keep insisting that i am some emo dude. I told her, i am the one who actually came out with this catchy name of the blog 'My-Name-Is-Not-Emo'. Okay, lets face it, if i want to emo emo about everything and anything, i would have came out with a blog name that actually matches my character instead, ie, My-Name-Is-Emo.

READ MY LIPS AGAIN, I AM NOT EMO, k? AT LEAST NOT MR ZHONG!


Btw, someone came and asked me a few days ago, 'Hey Mr Zhong, i dont understand, why you wrote something about tourism industry, isnt it boring?'

Em, actually some who read that post were rather find it amusing, while some others find it a bit boring. The reason is simple, that post titled '2 sides of a coin' were actually not about tourism but rather it is about human nature. I'm not going to interpret that whole thing and explain it line by line here, if u dont believe, read again, you will get what i mean.


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Let us not forget what he did for the country, he might not know how to
hold a gun or even a sword to fight, but the impact of his writings are far
beyond what a gun or a sword can do.

Today i am not going to post something about myself anyway, i am going to talk about a person, a person who i think worth mentioning and deserves respect from all Malaysians. His name is Raja Petra Kamarudin, aka, RPK.


Well, i got to know about him like a few years ago through a friend who introduced me to his blog, http://mt.m2day.org/ . Raja Petra is a member of the Selangor royal family. He is the nephew of the late Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz Shah, the eleventh Yang Dipertuan Agong (King) of Malaysia. Since then, i been following to almost every single of his articles that he wrote, because i find all his articles are very interesting because he dares to write and openly criticizes those who walk in the corridors of power.


Due to his consistency and persistency opposing them, he got himself into series of troubles, and for those who do not know, he might be put behind bars again in Kemunting under the grounds of threat to national security (ISA - Internal Security Act ). Those who are being charged under ISA would renders them being put behind bars WITHOUT trial. YES, the Home Minister can put anyone behind bars as long as he thinks that you are one of a threat to national security. He can put you behind bars for 2 years long and it can be renewed perpetually until the day you die inside the prison.

Sounds unfair? yes, it is more than just unfair, it is injustice that we are talking about here. If u cant imagine how ridiculous is it, let me give u an example.

I am going to tell you guys about my experience back during my high-school days ( i dont usually use the word 'high skoolz' but i am using it this time to cater those who insisted to me that using this word high skools seems a bit more high clazzzzz wor, yes i am talking to YOU! the one who is eating cili now~ siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas~ ) .

I was loitering in the society room just after recess to pack some stuff due to the absence of that particular teacher. But i was unlucky enough to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, the school discipline teacher were walking around that area with a cane on his hand. He saw me and thought that i am skipping classes and whipped me once with that cane even though i was trying to explain to him. He doesnt care, he got the authority to do so, so long as he got 'reasonable grounds' to believe that i was skipping classes. Whats the truth does not matter, objective 'reasonable ground' is all he need to justify the whipping! T____T

okay, until now, i still felt the so-called 'injustice' back then. Anyway, the analogy is there, i know my situation is nothing compared to what is happening atm. What RPK facing now, is perhaps a million times worse than mine as his liberty is at stake. sigh....


In RPK's latest post, entitled 'Probably My Last Message to Malaysians' (http://mt.m2day.org/2008/content/view/18155/84/) , i almost broke into tears for reading it and i am not exaggerating about it. He is fighting hard, struggling for a better Malaysia, not just for himself, he is doing all of us a favour and yet when he found himself in trouble, theres nothing others can do anything about it and he will be facing it alone. I bet some of us who actually reading this post atm doesnt even know that such person exists. To me, he is a martyr, a martyr who sacrifices greatly because of his beliefs. Not those type which you can see in hollywood films, ie superman or batman. To me, he is much more than that.


I used to think that he got some hidden agenda under his sleeves for supporting the opposition strongly and opposing the gomen of the day. But guess what, i was wrong about it. He does not want to become a politician, he doesnt gun for any fames, as the matter of facts, all he wants is nothing other than a better Malaysia for all of us. There are just too many wrongs being done to this country and no one dare to speaks up other than him. He knows the heavy price that he needs to pay by doing so and he doesnt care.


For those who do not know, he was released last year from Kemunting after the High Court of Shah Alam accepted the habeus corpus (illegal detention) application from his lawyers and ordered for his release. Subsequently the Home Minister (puiiii kanasai -hokkien ) decided to appeal against the High Court decision in the Federal Court. RPK's liberty and fate now lies in the Federal Court's decision.

This coming monday 23rd Feb 2009, the Federal Court will decide if RPK will continue walk as a free man or he will be detained in Kemunting under ISA. He decided that in any event that he is being detained behind bars once more, he will speak the words of silence, meaning he maintain silence as a mute person refusing any medical treatments, food and water.


'....This action will mean I shall survive at the most seven to eight days. By the end of that period I shall be dead. I am prepared for that. They plan to imprison my body for the rest of my life. But I shall release my spirit from my body and will again be free. They can keep my body and they can do whatever they want with it. But they will never be able to keep my spirit. I shall separate my spirit from my body and deny them the pleasure of incarcerating me.....' (RPK)


Well, i guess i am done with explaining the gist of what is happening to RPK atm.

Let us not forget what he did for the country, he might not know how to hold a gun or even a sword to fight, but the impact of his writings are far beyond what a gun or a sword can do. I shall pray for your release and hope you would not give up in your struggle to make Malaysia a better place for all of us.

I guess i need to stop writing for now, i been a little too verbose in my writing tonight. Thats all i got to say for now.




= Mr Zhong =

生活有時陰差陽錯，你錯過了一時，就似乎錯過了一生。 有個男孩，在學校的新生聯歡會上認識了一個女孩。女孩笑容入春花，聰明活潑，男孩對她幾乎是一見鍾情，卻沒有表露。因為男孩剛經過高中階段循規蹈矩式教育，對男女感情小心翼翼得令人難以置信，他想：「再等等吧，等一切成熟些，再向她說。」 一年多後的一個夜晚，男孩終於鼓足勇氣約女孩出來，向她表達了心中的愛意。沒想到，平時口齒伶俐的女孩結.結巴巴地說：「我......我想我不能接受......你的好意，一個星期之前......我已經......接受了另一個......男孩......我真得......不知道你......會喜歡我......」女孩說完就跑掉了，沒有讓男孩看到她濕潤的眼睛。 後來，有人看到男孩同學校的校花經常出雙入對，大家都以為他看中了校花的美貌，誰也沒有注意，校花有著和女孩一樣的春花般的笑容，非常相似，所以誰都沒有發現男孩的苦心。但是沒多久，男孩與校花的愛情就以分手告吹。 大學生活很快就結束了。畢業後，女孩披上了嫁衣成了別人的新娘，而男孩再沒有戀愛過。因為他清楚，只有這個女孩才是他今生唯一的至愛。 男孩從朋友那裡輾轉打聽到女孩的生日和地址，每到女孩生日時，他就會叫人送去九朵鬱金香，但他卻不知道女孩最喜歡什麼花，他自己最喜歡鬱金香。男孩知道女孩已為人婦，所以他從來不在卡片裡留下姓名和聯絡好號碼，他不想因為自己的感情而影響女孩的生活。 幾年時間轉眼就過去了，男孩依然是形單影隻，依然記得每年都送花給女孩。就在女孩生日的前兩天，男孩參加了一個同學聚會，他聽說女孩在這幾年裡經歷了兩次離婚，如今也是獨身，心裡又是心疼又是高興。他為女孩遭遇了感情的不幸而心疼，又為自己再次有了機會而高興...... 終於等到女孩的生日！男孩在卡片裡寫下幾個字：「你知道我在愛你嗎？！」男孩英俊的臉上灑滿了笑意與希望，逕直向街心走去...... 就在那時，一輛逆行的貨車撞倒了他...... 女孩在收到鬱金香的同時也收到了男孩的死訊。 女孩明白了一切，她把自己鎖在房間裡哭了整整一夜。疋回想起多年前的那個夜晚，男孩對她表白。她一直不知道，這近十年來，男孩是如此執著而痴心地愛著她！想到這裡，她就哭得更傷心，奔瀉的淚水將鬱金香浸染得無限淒美。女孩知道，她失去了今生難遇難求的至愛。 然而，長眠的男孩永遠也不知道，女孩最喜歡的，正是鬱金香啊......

I got this long time ago, it's from another site
http://ngszeli.net/ngszeli/love/miss/

I think everyone still remembers how Mr Z built his castle? His castle has 16 bedrooms and boast 21 bathrooms equipped with jacuzzi, and he's just a state councilor. God was watching all the time as he siphoned out money from god-knows-where. The palace was given much attention by the press and Mr Z defended it and even named it as a "public place" where orphans could go there and stay overnight. His "generosity" caught HIS attention and he decided to flick HIS hand a little but too hard it seems and he died overnight, from heart attack.....


Now we have another Mr KT who seems to be very very outspoken lately, asking an unfortunate victim to resign / quit / step down at every single opportunity. He too extended his "generosity" saying that "It is good that there is a trend in Malaysia now whereby embattled elected representatives readily resign from their posts" and commended on the victim's decision.... My my, HE is watching, in fact HE might be zooming in using a magnifying glass...

Maybe, just maybe, HE might just decided to squish him a little to give a little reminder that "HEY, i'm the one in charge here, talk less and i'll let you live longer..."

But then that just a probability, IF i were given one day to be in charge, i'll definitely.........


Sometimes God works his magic in ways we can never understand, HE has his plans on everyone and at times it may seem a little ridicule, but in the end, everything and everyone will walk the path that he and HIM carved out...

It's back!!! On 28 March 2009 millions of people around the globe will unite for one hour and switch off their lights to show that they care about our living planet.... This will be the first time Malaysia officially takes part in Earth Hour and our Prime Minister, Dato' Seri Abdullah bin Ahmad Badawi has indicated his support and endorsement of Malaysia’s participation. More info here...

An extract from The Star...

Outspoken Bukit Lanjan assemblyman Elizabeth Wong lodged a police report at the Damansara police station here Sunday night over nude pictures and videos of her that have been circulating via MMS.

and the best part of the story....

In Klang, Selangor opposition chief Datuk Seri Dr Mohd Khir Toyo said that Malaysians were not ready to accept leaders afflicted with scandals and given this, Wong should relinquish all her positions.

“This is a moral issue and Malaysians cannot accept leaders with moral issues, so she must vacate her state assembly seat.

“Let the people decide and if they still want her they can vote her in again or vote for someone else if they don’t want her to represent them anymore," said Dr Mohd Khir, who last week was detained and questioned by police for taking part in an illegal assembly.

He is FAST !! Can you be even more obvious in showing your true intentions? At least lar cover sikit, say some sympathizing words first mar before revealing your true intentions...

Instead of giving the adequate moral support, you have truly degraded the word "man". What happened to the the gentleman in you? If there's any.... Shouldn't you direct your finger at the person that leaked out the pictures? Whoever that person is, he/she's a total scum, using such lousy tactics in an "political assassination attempt"....

If you were comparing this to Chua Soi Lek, this is totally different, Chua Soi Lek is married but Elizabeth is not, it's a whole different story altogether, it's like comparing an apple with a durian. First it was the Teresa Kok incident and now this... For god sake, i never see such sore loser before, you lost your seat, just take it and admit the people is in favor of a new change in the administration. Instead you choose to create conflicts and issues which stirs the political harmony of the country, now who's patriotic eh?

To dear Elizabeth Wong, stay strong, you have my utmost respect for your courage in handling this matter!! Don't resign and fell into their trap!!


More reads:
Malaysia Kini

To continue from last post...

I'll use my last breath saying i love you. I know dear you no longer have any feelings for me, but i still love you up till now and will continue in many days to come. Yes i am stubborn as a cow and dear you might say i'm just doing stupid things, but to me, the most stupid thing that i did was i did not love you deep enough...

Actually the above "love statement" was in fact an sms that i wrote on Valentines Day that never reached it's recipient or i think will never reach as a matter of fact, i sincerely no one will use it, it's for 1 person only and that's my dear ex ... sigh...

Come to think of it, love is strange in a way that i use to say it's a double sided blade, it can hurt and it can cut so deeply and at the same time, it gives you pleasure and a rush in adrenaline (no, i'm not a sadist). Don't you like the feeling that knowing that you have someone besides you? That person will stand beside you through all hardship and happiness? But at the same time don't you fear too that you might lose her/him in just an instant?

Today Mr Zhong told me something which struck my thought... In movies or novels, we often come across the phrase "to love someone is to ensure he/she obtain happiness no matter who he/she is with"..... think again, how true does he/she mean those words? Is it really from the bottom of the heart? Is it really how he/she felt? Will they swear wholeheartedly over the Holy Bible, Quran etc and say that's their true intention?

Human are possesive, and screw those that say they aren't, why bother getting married then? If human aren't possesive, where does jealousy comes from? Never mind on that, i think i'm getting further and further from my true intention of this post.

Well, this post is dedicated to someone which i love dearly.... Sigh... (again)

I still love you dearly, although i might say that "i wish you happiness in whatever and whoever you choose in the future" but the fact is I would rather be that person that shower you with love and happiness....

I don't mean what i say but there's nothing else i can say at this juncture. To recap from a conversation i had with a friend the other day, i'm like walking a road knowing ahead that there's a brick wall blocking my path. I will crash the wall painfully and yet stubbornly i continue walking....




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If i were given the choice of breathing and loving you, dear, i would spend my last breath saying i love you...

Happy Valentines Day to all loners and lovers out there, treasure your loved ones for you will never know when you will leave each other.....

I have one colleague back at my workplace, well, he joined my department at the same time as me, initially he was really friendly and all, constantly asking out all of us newbies for lunch... Now he doesn't anymore, from what i reckon, and also what WE think, he's a blardy hypocrite. He doesn't know we are newbies in the department too and thus are friendly towards us. Now he only stick to department heads and is constantly in sight with them.

In Cantonese we have a nickname for such person, they are called "Pigeon's eye". Ever notice how pigeons see the world? They will look up upon objects which are taller than them and twist their head in such a way resembling worship. When looking at an object much smaller than them... Wait, they will not notice anything smaller than them or at least at an equivalent size...

These people really deserved to be shot down, come on, do you guys have to be such hypocrites? When bosses are around, you act like you're working yourself to death and when they are not around, you start shouting and giving commands like you in charge of the room... Not to mention the breakfast/lunch/dinner which you bought exclusively for them? And did i mention how the way you smile/laugh resembles more like a wicked sinister, it's so bloody fake just like those ancient movies where the antagonist goes "HAR HAR HAR" when they were scheming some evil take-over-the-human-civilisation plans. Laughing 3 times of HAR HAR HAR is freaking fake, don't laugh if you can't....

Bless almighty GOD for human are blessed with the ability to analyze and to think, this particular guy make his move so obvious that people began to doubt his actions, from what i gather from those "after work yum cha session", he's digging a deeper grave, other colleagues began to dislike his falsehood and surprise surprise surprise, even my head of department began to doubt his actions, indeed you deserve your position as the head !!!

I shall (in Canto) put my eyes long long and see, i wonder how long can you survive, bloody hypocrite !!!

Yes, thats how things work, we show only the good sides of ours to impress people, to convince people, we only show them what we want them to see, we only tell things that we want them to hear, things which are only favourable to us.

2 sides of a coin
Kuala Lumpur Petronas Twin Towers are always pretty to look at regardless from which angle you looking at it. But Kuala Lumpur is not just about the Twin Towers, mind you. But one would ask, then why all posters that promote Kuala Lumpur (KL) as a tourism destination will always have the pretty images of sights of KL especially the Twin Towers? Well, thats because we all want the foreigners to see what they want to see, what we want them to see. It will make Malaysia looks good to others.

Lets just pause for a moment and think about it thoroughly about what i stated above. Given any ordinary prudent man would have did the same, so i wouldnt blame them. The more foreigners come to malaysia, the more renenue we can generate from tourism industry. This is why we need to constantly strive to continue and perpetuate the idea to make Malaysia looks good all the time.

But lets give a hypothetical situation here, IF all those posters which promote Kuala Lumpur as a tourism destination doesnt show nice scenery of Kuala Lumpur but showing slum areas such as Pudu area where a lot of drug addicts are loitering in that area, and beggars sleep under the over-head bridges. Do you think the foreigner would have the same perception about Kuala Lumpur? Surely even a small kid could answer that easily, OF COURSE NOT!

But well, its not like only Malaysia using this tactic to attract foreigners to come here for a visit or investment, every country does that. Yes, thats how things work, we show only the good sides of ours to impress people, to convince people, we only show them what we want them to see, we only tell things that we want them to hear, things which are only favourable to us.

However, thats not the whole picture that we are getting when we listen and see something that people want us to see and hear. Perhaps letting people to judge something by showing 2 sides of the coin might not be a good idea afterall. That is why people kept quiet on things which they wouldnt want others to know.

But for me, i dont really care though, i dont give a damn how other people look at malaysia, if a foreigner come to me and ask me directions to both Twin Tower and Pudu area, i will show them both directions. Not just because of courtesy, its because i would rather want them to know the whole real picture of Malaysia even though it might damage the perception of the foreigners towards the country which detrimental to us instead of showing them only the better side of Malaysia like all the posters do. If theres anything bad about this country is being brought up as an issue, at least i would be first to admit it. But to put me solely on blame and even try to crucify me in public for down fall of Malaysia tourism just because i am showing both 2 sides of the coin, i would find it rather ridiculous though.


Oh my, its almost 3am and i still got classes tomorrow..(ya i know, its valentine's day, what to do) T.T. Actually today i wanted to blog about something more serious regarding politics today but i ended up talking trash about the tourism industry(oh ya, try read between lines-the title of this post itself actually means a lot).
Sorry dudes!

and ya, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY to everyone! (oi, say something la 3blups)


(p/s: if u are a grammar police, go play far far please, u are not welcome here)



= Mr Zhong =


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Sounds sad, but thats the way it is, most ppl would only treat you well when you are valuable to them in certain aspects, when the valuable aspect is gone or when you are no longer needed, you can be almost as certain as being kicked out from their life.

My First Post - Introduction = )

Hi guys, its me, Mr Zhong.. I decided to start blogging due to some requests by a few friends of mine cuz they have the opinion that whatever i say or do, they will find the humourous element in it. Its either they think that i am really a person who is good at cracking jokes or i am the joke. But to be honest, does it matter? since everyone is happy about, lets just keep it that way. Dont ask me how i do, cuz i really got no idea though. Perhaps it is in my blood or something.

Okay, lets start with the title of this whole blog < My-Name-Is-Not-Emo >. As u guys can see, this is NOT AN EMO BLOG, READ MY LIPS AGAIN, THIS IS NOT AN EMO BLOG. Dont try to read too deep into the title, all ppl do have their emo time period, but not 24/7 like 7-eleven. And also this is not a political blog either, though i might from time to time might post up some of my political views and stuff like that. Seriously, i dont know whats the main theme for the blog though, at least i wouldnt want to categorize or confining it to a theme becuz it is just another form of expression of mine and my co-blogger ( 3Blups ). As for my co-blogger, i guess i will leave the intro of him to himself.

By the way, i will try to keep all my posts as simple as possible, ie, no bombastic languages, no technical jargons etc ( THIS IS NOT AN ENGLISH COURSE BLOG, SO IF U FOUND ANY GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES OR SPELLINGS, suck it in and keep on reading if you want to, if not, please go on click the small 'x' on top right corner ---> )

Let me see, what did i miss out.... hmm... i guess thats all for some warm-up!

Okay, i guess some of u do know why in the world do i calling myself Mr Zhong. Ppl might ask, why not Mr Lee, or Mr Loke, or Mr Lin? Well, for those who doesnt know, Zhong is not my real surname btw. Just a nickname and apparently i do like it, cuz it sounds pretty cool though LOL. Well, this nickname was given by a friend of mine who actually trying to draw an analogy character of mine to one of the character in the olden chinese story, Zhong Wu Yan ( Well, i only heard of the story before though, i dont know if that person really exists in the first place - free drink to whoever can find out for meh! XD )

~Short Story~
Well, Zhong Wu Yan (ZWY) is a woman though, but since it is her characteristic that we are comparing, her gender doesnt matter ( this is to clear up those doubters who will be likely to ask questions like : wtf with this Mr Zhong, is he some bisexual who confuse about his own gender! okay, lets cut the crap, let me continue with the story ) She is a very talented woman, very intelligent, full of courages, a natural strategist, but she is being cursed with a birth mark which renders her... well... not pretty. To cut the story shorter, bla bla bla, somehow, she was married to a king. But the king was a useless, timid, and what he does everyday only berjoli (malay language). Since ZWY is not pretty, the king took in a concubine who is named Har Yin Chun (HYC). The king sudsequently neglected ZWY and only spend time with HYC. Well, ZWY then decided to leave the king.

After ZWY left the king, the king dont even give a damn that she actually left him. After some time, wars broken out, and the land of the king was at the verge of being invaded.

In order to solve the whole problem, the king ordered his men to search for ZWY and bring her back.

Since ZWY still like the king despite how the king treated her, she went on helping the king by leading the army to the battlefield. As expected, she won the war for the king. Ya, the king was very happy over it BUT since the war was over and the peaceful period starts to kicks in, the king once again neglecting ZWY and went back to HYC.
~End Of Story~

Theres a chinese proverb to describe it: Yau Si Zhong Wu Yan, Mou Si Har Yin Chun (cantonese)
~ which means, when there are problems/conflicts, go look for Zhong Wu Yan for help, when problems solved, u can set aside Zhong Wu Yan and go back to whoever that you like~

Sounds sad, but thats the way it is, most ppl would only treat you well when you are valuable to them in certain aspects, when the valuable aspect is gone or when u are no longer needed, you can be almost as certain as being kicked out from their life. Well, thats not the end, they will come back to you when problem arises, so be prepare to help them again, and let the cycle be rolling!

Question: So what analogy can i draw between myself and Miss Zhong Wu Yan that one would ask?
Answer: Well...It doesnt require a rocket scientist to figure that out isnt it? = )



= Mr Zhong =